Rebecca Lightfoot
After Revelation 1 talks about a living & loving relationship with Almighty God that can bless us with hearing from HIM, in chapters 2-3 The Lord Himself describes 7 different reasons that we may be not hearing anything from The Lord, or confused & conflicted about what HE is saying in the midst of our every day living.Revelation 2:1-4 is the first reason Jesus talks about->”...These things says He who holds the seven stars in His right hand, who walks in the midst of the seven golden lampstands:”I know your works, your labor, your patience, and that you cannot bear those who are evil. And you have tested those who say they are apostles and are not, and have found them liars;and you have persevered and have patience, and have labored for My name’s sake and have not become weary.Nevertheless,I have this against you,that you have left your first love”.These verses describe a person that goes through all the motions that would make them appear to be faithful to the Love that God has given us through Christ, but there are things in our heart/mind/life that would indicate that we are NOT truly devoted this “first love”!If our “faith” is based on what we “do” to “appear faithful” to The Lord,then we are one of these that The Lord is addressing as leaving our first love!This is like a marriage relationship that makes every outward attempt to “appear faithful”,while secretly being unfaithful in thoughts;deeds;motives; or in any other way that would taint True Love!These verses describe a person that sorta/kinda has 2 lives! One life that seeks to dot all the “I’s” and cross all the “T’s” so they look and sound faithful on the outside & in public,while on the inside and in private places they have a second life where they are UNfaithful to their “first love”.They are going through the motions,and in essence growing further and further away from what gives TRUE Meaning & TRUE Purpose & TRUE Fulfillment in life->The Purposes that God intended for His First Love to have in our lives->Colossians2:2”...that they may have the full riches of complete understanding.In order that they may know the mystery of God,namely,Christ in whom are hidden all the treasures of wisdom & knowledge.”Ephesians3:17-19,”And I pray that you being rooted & establishes in love,may have power together with all the saints,to grasp how wide & long & high & deep is the love of Christ,& to know this love that surpasses knowledge - that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.” So,the very first challenge to our Fullness in Christ is our fading “first love”for all that Christ has proven of HIS First Love for us!The Lord says that this fading begins when we begin to be more concerned with the way we “look” on the outside,while not “looking after” what’s going on in our heart/mind/life on the inside & in private. Dear Lord,I so want to know the fullness of Your Love and Your Ways,& yet I know that much of what I am is this very person You describe in Rev2:1-4.Thank You for the forgiveness that You suffered for me to have,so that I may this moment know that I can not only know Your Love...,but also ask for Your help in bringing me back to a heart/mind/life that is true to You my First Love.